"dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Penyayang"
fine, da 2weeeks da stat kuliah...
tp asal ak ase cam kt awang2an nh...naseb xsmpi langit ke-7 je lagi
tatau la pe input y ak dapat lam klas2 y ak attend..
arghhhh...frust sensowg la cmnh
y ak tau bgun pgi,kalut2 siap tuk klas kul 8.30am
then smpi klas.................blur at all kowt..
its really drivin' me crazy...seriously
mmg jasad dok lam klas...tp tatau la ak nyer pkrn+ati da smpi ke mane ntah
xleh nk fokus langsung2 (-_-')
tatau la salah ak ker salah lecturer..(dan2 nk salahkan owg len)
lect FIE ak da la accent pekat gle+ckap slowww plak 2...
mmg x tipu kowt,ak xpaham pn pe y prof 2 ckap...
lau dpat tgkap pn mayb half dri pe y dyer ckap..
let say,lau dyer ckap 10 patah,ak phm 5 ptah jer..
nk kte ak nh de mslh p'dengaran,owg len pn lbey kurg gak
nak kte ak nh english trok,tader la trok sgt
klau x, sure da kne repeat EPT ai2...alhamdulilllah ^_^
tp ntah la...
membe ak ckap:"ala rlek la,nh bwu mule2,t da lme2 ok la 2"
da problem is, klau da mle2 pn xphm,cmne nk continue...aiseh
y lect UNGS lak,ckap tenggalam timbul
jap slow.sah2 x dgo+x pham..jap g kuat plak dyer ckap
tp still ak xdpt catch up pe dyer ckap
y subjek MGT, mmg thumbs up la 4 da lect...
tp(de jgak tp nyer)...ak tatau la subjek 2 sal pe...
kwan ak ckap:"ak ase bes plak bce ch1 nh"
mau x nganga ak...
ye la,ak still lgi t'kapai2 nk absorb pe y dyer explen lam klas,
y dyer nh da khatam da ch1 2... :(
seyes mmg ase cam nk nangis je kekadang 2...
ye la,ase cam sia2 pn de...
msuk klas semate-mate tuk attendance without get any input okay...T_T
arghhh...de x bukit kat area2 nh...
ase cam nk jerit sekuat ati jiwe rage...nk all out....
but then ak realize one thing...
even nangis smpi kuar air mate darah or smpi sebaldi pn
mslah xkan settle by itself...
evan da jrit bg 1 dunia dgor pn,still jgak same..
mayb la ase lega sket coz da share prob 2 ngan da whole world
tp ak still kne overcome dats problem dgn sendrinyer...
asal cpat sgt melatah nh!!!
ak kn still have HIM...
so ak leh turn 2 HIM no matter what or when kan...
ase cam da lge sket...xyah g pnjt bukit nk all out...
da all out kt cn kre ok gak la..
p/s:so,by hook or by crook, ak kne jgak get a grip back...
do da best..let Allah do da rest k..^_^



No comments:
Post a Comment